Life is so short and busy. I've been noticing this more recently; school, work, church, and friends all take up a whole lot of my time. School? That's partially my problem, being that I don't apply myself as I should, and also its pretty pressured because of work. Work? Nothing I can do about that, and it gives me some income (even if very little) but it takes time and I'm beat much of the rest of the day. Church? I love church, and I don't want to do any less work or fellowship there. If anything, I want to get involved more somehow, but I simply can't handle that.
Friends...friends online and in person. The ones online want to talk to me every night, which I'm glad to do, but it really cuts back on things I could be doing. Also, its so impersonal. Just text bantered back and forth. You can't build solid relationships that way! Unfortunately, I don't have any other way to contact some of my friends. It seems to be a slow road to destruction. Unfortunately, the friends I meet in person get less of me than they could because of the online me. I don't know how to carry on a steady conversation, even after several tries. I just can't relate. Well not in person, that is.
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