Life is really packed.
On Monday, I leave the house at ~5 pm
Tuesday, I leave ~2 pm
Wednesday I leave ~11-12 pm
Thursday I leave ~1:30 pm
Friday I leave from ~3-5 pm
Saturday I lay around lazily recovering from the week
Sunday I leave @ 7:30, get back ~noon, do tons of stuff, leave ~5 pm
All of these I get back around 9:30-10 pm.
I basically have the morning (before 12) to finish everything in school, yet I do this instead.
Cool!
I'm working up another nerd rant. It's so nice to be different! I just wish I could remember the monumental things I have to say, that I forget the moment I touch the lappy...
J~S
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Jumping Around
We didn't get into Judgment House. Ah well. That is actually a praise, because there were so many people, the church couldn't handle it! The people in line in front of us had been waiting for 2 & 1/2 hours and still hadn't gotten in! That is good.
Another Sunday has come and passed. I will enjoy my music tonight. I am looking for new bands to listen to, but I may just get more of the ones I have.
I don't know why anyone would enjoy hearing what is happening in my life. That really doesn't worry me. It's sorta like a random act of kindness, maybe. I don't know by whom.
I have a couple more lyrics. More from Skillet. I have been listening to their new album and Queen a lot.
Awake and Alive
I’m at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I’m slippin’ from your arms
It’s getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last
I’m awake I’m alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it’s my time
I’ll do what I want ’cause this is my life
here, right now
I’ll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I’m awake and I’m alive
I’m at war with the world cause I
Ain’t never gonna sell my soul
I’ve already made up my mind
No matter what I can’t be bought or sold
When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again
Cool!
I have to go to bed. I won't sleep till 2, but I get some thinking done in the meantime.
I want everyone to enjoy life till I wake up again, okay? I'm not always around to cheer you up!
J~S
Another Sunday has come and passed. I will enjoy my music tonight. I am looking for new bands to listen to, but I may just get more of the ones I have.
I don't know why anyone would enjoy hearing what is happening in my life. That really doesn't worry me. It's sorta like a random act of kindness, maybe. I don't know by whom.
I have a couple more lyrics. More from Skillet. I have been listening to their new album and Queen a lot.
Awake and Alive
I’m at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I’m slippin’ from your arms
It’s getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last
I’m awake I’m alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it’s my time
I’ll do what I want ’cause this is my life
here, right now
I’ll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I’m awake and I’m alive
I’m at war with the world cause I
Ain’t never gonna sell my soul
I’ve already made up my mind
No matter what I can’t be bought or sold
When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again
Cool!
I have to go to bed. I won't sleep till 2, but I get some thinking done in the meantime.
I want everyone to enjoy life till I wake up again, okay? I'm not always around to cheer you up!
J~S
Life's Twister
It sorta bugs me that in church, nobody really sings loud enough to hear. I can blast out the bass line, but I need volume to do it. I refuse to be the only person heard singing. The songs are great, and we don't need to worry about what other people think of us. The band is pretty loud, and even if we all sang loud, we would still be hidden by the band. That's alright. Oh well.
In the sermon today, pastor mentioned some first-impression facts. He said that at first, scientists proved that a person had developed exactly what they thought of you in the first 2 minutes. It's bad enough that it takes so little time, but now they say that within seven seconds, your personal image is inscribed on their mind. That really does not bode well for people who just don't make friends easily. If they remain quiet for a minute, they will (for quite a while) be thought of as that quiet weird guy (or gal). Usually it takes me around five minutes to start pulling my wit and quotes out of my sleeve. That really makes me wonder what people think of me.
"Public Confession of Sin" this week was a confession turned to song. It really coincides with a lot of the music I have been listening to recently.
Gracious God our sins are too heavy to carry
Gracious God our sins are too real to hide too deep, too deep to undo
Forgive what our lips tremble to name
What our hearts can no longer bear
Grant us Your grace to grow more and more
Into the likeness of You
Set us free from a past we cannot change
Set us free into a future where we can be changed
We can be changed into Your image,
Jesus, Light of the World
wow.
I know you shouldn't go to church just to get that "Churched Up" feeling. I think that if you do get that, you shouldn't reject it. I've messed up a lot, and I feel refreshed each Sunday. I'm not about to stop that.
I was wondering what it would be like to interruI am going to Judgment House tonight. What do I think of it? It's like scaremare, where they try to scare you into being a Christian (even though they deny it at the beginning) It is a little different in it's approach, and gives you a 3rd person perspective on a group of lives. Gives you a lot of food for thought, too.
There was a cloud eclipsing the sun a moment ago, and it just dissapeared, showing gossamer (cool word) spiderwebs, and good prospects for moto riding.
I saw a bend in the road on the way home from church. From where I was situated, it looked like a blind 90 degree turn. I got there, and it was a nice, slow turn into a beautiful view of a country church. Life is a lot like that for me. Things look like they'll be bad, and you just need to ride it out to see the beautiful view on the other side. Thank you God.
Nerd Rant Alert!
Is CD piracy really that bad?
A few things:
I know it is illegal, I am simply looking at the effects.
This includes p2p, firewire, and download sites. I am not thinking of the effects of passing burned CDs.
I'll take into account several bands.
Each member of Skillet has an iphone, mac, and some have another phone to go along with them. They also have dozens of guitars & such.
Each member of Emery has an iphone, and they have several macbooks (~2000$) They have all normal band accouterments.
Enter the Haggis, a very small celtic progressive punk rock band (totally sweet) all have iphones, a couple macs, and multiple name-brand guitars.
For Skillet, the average ticket price is probably 30$-40$. They play at HUGE venues. If only 5000 people come, the band gets 20,000$. In the next few months, they are playing 50? shows.
That's a lot of money
Emery is near the same.
Enter the Haggis plays mostly in bars and small music halls. The average music price is 10ish dollars. they get 200ish people, depending. They also play at a lot of free events.
I see no reason not to download a Skillet discography, because they have enough money.
Same with Emery.
Enter the Haggis has a very small (and very dedicated) fanbase, but they still run much lower on money than they say they do. I would not download one of their CDs, because I want to do my part in helping them continue making good music.
That is all. For now.
Alert Ended.
In Luke 1:15, where it says, "And he must not drink wine or strong drink..." It is not clarifying that he shouldn't drink wine, the Greek words are actually different. It is basically saying he should not drink wine (a common drink) or, as we would call it, brandy or moonshine. Their "strong drink" word is basically what a still does. They boiled the wine, and caught the condensation, making a stronger drink. Knock your socks off type.
Cool.
I go eat. I hope there's lots of dessert at small group tonight.
J~S
In the sermon today, pastor mentioned some first-impression facts. He said that at first, scientists proved that a person had developed exactly what they thought of you in the first 2 minutes. It's bad enough that it takes so little time, but now they say that within seven seconds, your personal image is inscribed on their mind. That really does not bode well for people who just don't make friends easily. If they remain quiet for a minute, they will (for quite a while) be thought of as that quiet weird guy (or gal). Usually it takes me around five minutes to start pulling my wit and quotes out of my sleeve. That really makes me wonder what people think of me.
"Public Confession of Sin" this week was a confession turned to song. It really coincides with a lot of the music I have been listening to recently.
Gracious God our sins are too heavy to carry
Gracious God our sins are too real to hide too deep, too deep to undo
Forgive what our lips tremble to name
What our hearts can no longer bear
Grant us Your grace to grow more and more
Into the likeness of You
Set us free from a past we cannot change
Set us free into a future where we can be changed
We can be changed into Your image,
Jesus, Light of the World
wow.
I know you shouldn't go to church just to get that "Churched Up" feeling. I think that if you do get that, you shouldn't reject it. I've messed up a lot, and I feel refreshed each Sunday. I'm not about to stop that.
I was wondering what it would be like to interruI am going to Judgment House tonight. What do I think of it? It's like scaremare, where they try to scare you into being a Christian (even though they deny it at the beginning) It is a little different in it's approach, and gives you a 3rd person perspective on a group of lives. Gives you a lot of food for thought, too.
There was a cloud eclipsing the sun a moment ago, and it just dissapeared, showing gossamer (cool word) spiderwebs, and good prospects for moto riding.
I saw a bend in the road on the way home from church. From where I was situated, it looked like a blind 90 degree turn. I got there, and it was a nice, slow turn into a beautiful view of a country church. Life is a lot like that for me. Things look like they'll be bad, and you just need to ride it out to see the beautiful view on the other side. Thank you God.
Nerd Rant Alert!
Is CD piracy really that bad?
A few things:
I know it is illegal, I am simply looking at the effects.
This includes p2p, firewire, and download sites. I am not thinking of the effects of passing burned CDs.
I'll take into account several bands.
Each member of Skillet has an iphone, mac, and some have another phone to go along with them. They also have dozens of guitars & such.
Each member of Emery has an iphone, and they have several macbooks (~2000$) They have all normal band accouterments.
Enter the Haggis, a very small celtic progressive punk rock band (totally sweet) all have iphones, a couple macs, and multiple name-brand guitars.
For Skillet, the average ticket price is probably 30$-40$. They play at HUGE venues. If only 5000 people come, the band gets 20,000$. In the next few months, they are playing 50? shows.
That's a lot of money
Emery is near the same.
Enter the Haggis plays mostly in bars and small music halls. The average music price is 10ish dollars. they get 200ish people, depending. They also play at a lot of free events.
I see no reason not to download a Skillet discography, because they have enough money.
Same with Emery.
Enter the Haggis has a very small (and very dedicated) fanbase, but they still run much lower on money than they say they do. I would not download one of their CDs, because I want to do my part in helping them continue making good music.
That is all. For now.
Alert Ended.
In Luke 1:15, where it says, "And he must not drink wine or strong drink..." It is not clarifying that he shouldn't drink wine, the Greek words are actually different. It is basically saying he should not drink wine (a common drink) or, as we would call it, brandy or moonshine. Their "strong drink" word is basically what a still does. They boiled the wine, and caught the condensation, making a stronger drink. Knock your socks off type.
Cool.
I go eat. I hope there's lots of dessert at small group tonight.
J~S
Saturday, September 26, 2009
New Computer
Horray! I got a new laptop.
It can't hide the fact that manmade things are just so physical.
Church tommorow. I love Sundays. I feel so refreshed all day, and spend the rest of the week looking forward to pastors next sermon. If you look at me during it, I might look braindead, but I'm getting it. Slowly and surely.
J~S
It can't hide the fact that manmade things are just so physical.
Church tommorow. I love Sundays. I feel so refreshed all day, and spend the rest of the week looking forward to pastors next sermon. If you look at me during it, I might look braindead, but I'm getting it. Slowly and surely.
J~S
Sobering
There ain´t no drugs
The sickness is myself
I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
~Switchfoot
Mess of Me
I often catch myself saying, "I wish everyone just understood!" What a joke! 1st, that would be like me telling people to think like me, which I don't want. 2nd, it'll never happen! I am too revolutionary for my own self.
Ran into this quote by Ludwig Börne: "Losing an illusion makes you wiser than finding the truth." What does this mean for me?
I don't know, but I do know what this one means.
By Unknown, "You laugh at me because I am different, I laugh at you because you are all the same."
That is one of the best descriptions of me that I have seen.
I use that most against public-schooler. lol
“A laugh is a smile that bursts.”
On another note...
If you haven't heard of Enter the Haggis, check them out. They are clean, but they aren't Christians. I believe that makes no difference on their ability to play music. Some of my favorite Queen songs are not clean at all, and they totally rock.
Nemo (nobody, in the original Greek), by Nightwish
Oh how I wish/for soothing rain/all I wish/is to dream again/my loving heart/lost in the dark/for hope I'd give/my everything/once and for all/and all for once.
Today will go well. I can't help it! Maybe I'll fall in love! (answer: probably not)
I want pity...
J~S
The sickness is myself
I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
~Switchfoot
Mess of Me
I often catch myself saying, "I wish everyone just understood!" What a joke! 1st, that would be like me telling people to think like me, which I don't want. 2nd, it'll never happen! I am too revolutionary for my own self.
Ran into this quote by Ludwig Börne: "Losing an illusion makes you wiser than finding the truth." What does this mean for me?
I don't know, but I do know what this one means.
By Unknown, "You laugh at me because I am different, I laugh at you because you are all the same."
That is one of the best descriptions of me that I have seen.
I use that most against public-schooler. lol
“A laugh is a smile that bursts.”
On another note...
If you haven't heard of Enter the Haggis, check them out. They are clean, but they aren't Christians. I believe that makes no difference on their ability to play music. Some of my favorite Queen songs are not clean at all, and they totally rock.
Nemo (nobody, in the original Greek), by Nightwish
Oh how I wish/for soothing rain/all I wish/is to dream again/my loving heart/lost in the dark/for hope I'd give/my everything/once and for all/and all for once.
Today will go well. I can't help it! Maybe I'll fall in love! (answer: probably not)
I want pity...
J~S
Friday, September 25, 2009
Tonight
Aah, what's the point. I get on with all these things to say and my mind goes blank. How depressing. Studies have shown that stupid people don't get depressed. Well, that's one thing I don't need to fear....aah, the irony.
I'm gonna listen to Queen, Guns N' Roses, and Switchfoot till 3:00. Common practice now.
Tomorrow will be better! It always is!
J~S
I'm gonna listen to Queen, Guns N' Roses, and Switchfoot till 3:00. Common practice now.
Tomorrow will be better! It always is!
J~S
My economical beginning
Preow, world.
I was at Pizza Hut, and got those little potato puffballs with cheese and jalapeno inside. I could either get 15 or 30. Isn't that sorta stupid? They should make you pay a little less and give you 12. When you have 15, you can evenly (key word) split it when you have either 1, 3, or 5 people. When you have 12, you can (evenly again) split it between 1, 2, 3, 4, and 6! So much smarter, and then I could divide them evenly down the sides of my plate, rather than having that one odd one out. Not that I really mind eating it...
Such is the world of me.
Expect rants soon.
J~S
I was at Pizza Hut, and got those little potato puffballs with cheese and jalapeno inside. I could either get 15 or 30. Isn't that sorta stupid? They should make you pay a little less and give you 12. When you have 15, you can evenly (key word) split it when you have either 1, 3, or 5 people. When you have 12, you can (evenly again) split it between 1, 2, 3, 4, and 6! So much smarter, and then I could divide them evenly down the sides of my plate, rather than having that one odd one out. Not that I really mind eating it...
Such is the world of me.
Expect rants soon.
J~S
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